doodlebug: oh crap I hate this

Jan 3, 2011

oh crap I hate this

If my life was suppose to go anymore wrong, today was the day it happened. Our tv decided that it was a good time to give up today...The good thing is that I got to watch days this morning but the two bad things is A. I'm not gonna be able to watch it tomorrow and B. It doesn't help much that I know what's gonna happen in tomorrows episode, thanks to ''Next, on days of our lives'... Yes, oh yes I am a Loser, geek, underdog and all those things but I can't help it to feel very very down when I can't watch one of the main things that makes me feel better. Seriously, I think I just died a little now...

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THE END IN THE BEGINNING

People say you only live once, but people are as wrong about that as they are about everything. In the darkest moments before dawn a woman returns to her bed. What life is she leading? Is it the same life the woman was leading an hour ago? a day ago? a year ago? Who is this man? Do they lead separate lives or is it a single life shared? A storm approaches. It is still over the horizon, but there is lightning in the air. Are either of them aware of the gathering turbulance? Can they feel the crackle of electricity in the wind, or are they aware of only the power that they generate between themselves? The first hint of this storm is not a thunderclap..it is a knock.

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