oh crap I hate this

If my life was suppose to go anymore wrong, today was the day it happened. Our tv decided that it was a good time to give up today...The good thing is that I got to watch days this morning but the two bad things is A. I'm not gonna be able to watch it tomorrow and B. It doesn't help much that I know what's gonna happen in tomorrows episode, thanks to ''Next, on days of our lives'... Yes, oh yes I am a Loser, geek, underdog and all those things but I can't help it to feel very very down when I can't watch one of the main things that makes me feel better. Seriously, I think I just died a little now...

'Dead and gone'

Merry christmas, happy new years and everything! Honestly, I'm the worst blogger on this blog. December 11th - the official date I stop writing on this blog haha. Anyways, let's just forget about that shall we? Let's talk...Let's talk christmas! I had a great christmas with the whole family for two days. Official christmas eve here is December 24th, and by that I mean it's that -->night<-- we watch Donald Ducks christmas, eat and then santa comes with all of the presents. And, yeah well we open them, the presents, when santa's off to the next house haha. My presents were awesome! Among others, I got two additions to my charm bracelet. Love it! And to make this post just a little bit shorter I'm just gonna tell you what I got mum...Because it was a Clay Aiken cd that I made myself! She loved it, it's on repeat here at home. Makes you warm in the heart when someone appreciates your gifts :)

Want to hear something absolutely crazy and stupid? Last thursday I fell asleep 09:00 am, didn't sleep at all the night before so...You know what that 'kicked up'? I missed days!! (It starts 11:20 am) God, I really am L as in LOSER aren't I? haha. But I was pretty upset when I woke up and realised, not so much I could do about that though...Not gonna do the same mistake tomorrow, that's for sure!

bye bye miss

It doesn't feel like best friends when you barely speak anymore. When you see each other once a month or once every other month. And when you meet, you say something funny and the other one doesn't even smile or laugh. What kind of friendship is that? I try. I try but you don't. You don't call, I don't call and I only do that because you don't keep in touch anymore. You say you don't need the contact as much as before. Great. You don't need me? Well, I sure as hell don't need you either...

Clay Aiken B-day!

Happy birthday to the most wonderful person, the man who knows how to deliver love songs, the charming, handsome, cute and the very best, Clay Aiken! Happy birthday, all the way from Europe to Raleigh, North Carolina! xoxo

Claymate #1

While watching days a few days ago, the christmas episode, I discovered Clay Aiken. I felt like I would love him right away when Steve told Kayla he had tickets to his show. And boy was I right. Right after days ended I was on spotify, listening to his songs, and every single one is soo good! I feels so happy while listening to him. My favorite songs are Everything I have(the song from the days christmas episode), the way, touch, measure of a man, on my way here, thousand days, I survived you and I will carry you, run to me, lover all alone, shine, the real me, where I draw the line, solitaire, this is the night, a perfect day, sacrificial love, weight of the world and when you say you love me. The others is very close to be favorites, we can call the first ones absolut favorites, and the rest favorits haha. That's how good they are! I love you Clay! 11 days to your b-day huh! Congrats in advance cutiepie! xoxoxoxo

you can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare

Just came out of the shower. Think I'm gonna eat something and then go to sleep! I want it to be morning so I can watch days. 'Cause Steve and Kayla is on tomorrow!
And of course Bo and Hope. Hopefully doodlebug too, baby girl♥
Sweet dreams everybody!

doodlebug

Hey, new design! Me like! Here where I live, we are still on days-2006/2007 so little doodlebug has just been born. But I have seen pictures of baby Ciara(soo cute!) and older Ciara. Lauren Boles is soo cute and she is perfect for the role as 'older Ciara'! Can't wait to see Bo and Hopes life with a little baby girl in it. I have to give Peter Reckell and Kristian Alfonso a round of applaus and a standing ovation for their amazing acting. First christmas without Zach was so emotional and so believable. It was truly beautiful and heartbreaking. Great work! Miss Zach though, terrible. Tiny man, always in our hearts! xoxo