There isn't alot you know about me. I'm the european teenager who loves ER, and other stuff. That's what I'm gonna write about today. Things i love and also always makes me calm. We can start of with saying that at 17, it's like hell living at home. Yes, my brother is a pain in the ass sometimes but it's mostly dad I can't handle. I've said before that he is always angry about everything. Not fun. My mum and I, we get along really well. She is my mother at the same time that she is my friend. We can talk about everything, such as what's going on with dad. But, when I don't feel like talking or don't feel like hanging out, I always go to my room, lock the door and just drown myself in music or something. Music always makes me calm. Other things I do when I want to feel like everything is gonna be ok is read. I love reading and I love books, I can spend hours with my nose in a book and still feel like reading when I'm finished. Another thing is my camera. I love taking a walk around here where I live, with my new camera and just take pictures. My camera helps me forget about my problems, just like days of our lives does. When I'm done with music, reading or taking pictures, I sit for hours and hours on YouTube and look at clips from days. Mostly, to be honest, Bo and Hope Brady. I love watching them and I always feel relaxed after just a few minutes with watching them on YouTube. They are such and inspiration and they always, always makes me feel better.
I honestly don't know what I would do if i didn't have my music, my books, my camera or days. Would I get through the days and weeks without them? Would I feel as happy as I always do after I've listen to music, or read a book, or taking pictures, or watching days? Would I still stand up straight and try to work through this if I didn't have music, or books, or my camera, or days? No. I would fall. I would fall and have no one to catch me. I would crumble. I wouldn't be me. I wouldn't be me without the main things that makes me who I am. I wouldn't, I sure as hell wouldn't...
'It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart'
You feel like a candle in a hurricane
Just like a picture with a broken frame
Alone and helpless
Like you've lost your fight
But you'll be alright, you'll be alright
Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend, till you break
Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad you get strong
Wipe your hands shake it off
Then you Stand, Then you stand
[Rascal Flatts-Stand]
I honestly don't know what I would do if i didn't have my music, my books, my camera or days. Would I get through the days and weeks without them? Would I feel as happy as I always do after I've listen to music, or read a book, or taking pictures, or watching days? Would I still stand up straight and try to work through this if I didn't have music, or books, or my camera, or days? No. I would fall. I would fall and have no one to catch me. I would crumble. I wouldn't be me. I wouldn't be me without the main things that makes me who I am. I wouldn't, I sure as hell wouldn't...
'It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart'
You feel like a candle in a hurricane
Just like a picture with a broken frame
Alone and helpless
Like you've lost your fight
But you'll be alright, you'll be alright
Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend, till you break
Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad you get strong
Wipe your hands shake it off
Then you Stand, Then you stand
[Rascal Flatts-Stand]
