bye bye miss

It doesn't feel like best friends when you barely speak anymore. When you see each other once a month or once every other month. And when you meet, you say something funny and the other one doesn't even smile or laugh. What kind of friendship is that? I try. I try but you don't. You don't call, I don't call and I only do that because you don't keep in touch anymore. You say you don't need the contact as much as before. Great. You don't need me? Well, I sure as hell don't need you either...

Clay Aiken B-day!

Happy birthday to the most wonderful person, the man who knows how to deliver love songs, the charming, handsome, cute and the very best, Clay Aiken! Happy birthday, all the way from Europe to Raleigh, North Carolina! xoxo

Claymate #1

While watching days a few days ago, the christmas episode, I discovered Clay Aiken. I felt like I would love him right away when Steve told Kayla he had tickets to his show. And boy was I right. Right after days ended I was on spotify, listening to his songs, and every single one is soo good! I feels so happy while listening to him. My favorite songs are Everything I have(the song from the days christmas episode), the way, touch, measure of a man, on my way here, thousand days, I survived you and I will carry you, run to me, lover all alone, shine, the real me, where I draw the line, solitaire, this is the night, a perfect day, sacrificial love, weight of the world and when you say you love me. The others is very close to be favorites, we can call the first ones absolut favorites, and the rest favorits haha. That's how good they are! I love you Clay! 11 days to your b-day huh! Congrats in advance cutiepie! xoxoxoxo

you can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare

Just came out of the shower. Think I'm gonna eat something and then go to sleep! I want it to be morning so I can watch days. 'Cause Steve and Kayla is on tomorrow!
And of course Bo and Hope. Hopefully doodlebug too, baby girl♥
Sweet dreams everybody!

doodlebug

Hey, new design! Me like! Here where I live, we are still on days-2006/2007 so little doodlebug has just been born. But I have seen pictures of baby Ciara(soo cute!) and older Ciara. Lauren Boles is soo cute and she is perfect for the role as 'older Ciara'! Can't wait to see Bo and Hopes life with a little baby girl in it. I have to give Peter Reckell and Kristian Alfonso a round of applaus and a standing ovation for their amazing acting. First christmas without Zach was so emotional and so believable. It was truly beautiful and heartbreaking. Great work! Miss Zach though, terrible. Tiny man, always in our hearts! xoxo

'It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart'

There isn't alot you know about me. I'm the european teenager who loves ER, and other stuff. That's what I'm gonna write about today. Things i love and also always makes me calm. We can start of with saying that at 17, it's like hell living at home. Yes, my brother is a pain in the ass sometimes but it's mostly dad I can't handle. I've said before that he is always angry about everything. Not fun. My mum and I, we get along really well. She is my mother at the same time that she is my friend. We can talk about everything, such as what's going on with dad. But, when I don't feel like talking or don't feel like hanging out, I always go to my room, lock the door and just drown myself in music or something. Music always makes me calm. Other things I do when I want to feel like everything is gonna be ok is read. I love reading and I love books, I can spend hours with my nose in a book and still feel like reading when I'm finished. Another thing is my camera. I love taking a walk around here where I live, with my new camera and just take pictures. My camera helps me forget about my problems, just like days of our lives does. When I'm done with music, reading or taking pictures, I sit for hours and hours on YouTube and look at clips from days. Mostly, to be honest, Bo and Hope Brady. I love watching them and I always feel relaxed after just a few minutes with watching them on YouTube. They are such and inspiration and they always, always makes me feel better.

I honestly don't know what I would do if i didn't have my music, my books, my camera or days. Would I get through the days and weeks without them? Would I feel as happy as I always do after I've listen to music, or read a book, or taking pictures, or watching days? Would I still stand up straight and try to work through this if I didn't have music, or books, or my camera, or days? No. I would fall. I would fall and have no one to catch me. I would crumble. I wouldn't be me. I wouldn't be me without the main things that makes me who I am. I wouldn't, I sure as hell wouldn't...
'It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart'

You feel like a candle in a hurricane
Just like a picture with a broken frame
Alone and helpless
Like you've lost your fight
But you'll be alright, you'll be alright

Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend, till you break
Cause it's all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad you get strong
Wipe your hands shake it off
Then you Stand, Then you stand

[Rascal Flatts-Stand]

'The letter'

It doesn't matter how many times I watch the ER episodes, they're so good everytime. I just watched the episode 'The letter', the one where the ER staff gets the letter from Lizzie, were she's telling them that Mark passed away. I cried, like I do everytime. I cry when Carter gets the papers from the fax. I cry when he reads the first two pages.I cry when I see the look on Carters face when he sees the last pages and then telling the others that Mark is gone. I cry when Susan is in the lounge crying and then Carter walkes in, they talk and then Carter hugs her. I cry when Kerry just can't clean out Marks locker so Carter have to do it. I cry when Carter cleans out the locker, that look on his face, and when he takes Marks stethoscope.

Call me a crybaby but I can't help that the makers of ER did the episodes and the whole show so good that it touches your heart everytime. Long live Cook County!

Dr. Romano has it all wrong, ER doesn't stand for EveryonesRetarded ;)

Just have to make one thing clear. As I said in the last post, there's never ever gonna be another show like ER. I still stick to that but..I am also totally and completely in love with the show Bones. ER and Bones are my darlings. Yeah yeah, I sounds like a total geek but hey! I like to think that it's flattering for those who makes the shows and those who are in it, when someone says they love it and really mean it. Like Noah Wyle, Sherry Stringfield, Emily Deschanel, David Boreanaz. That's one of the questions I would ask them if I got the chance to meet them, is it flattering when someone really loves what you do? I guess I already know the answer. If it would be me, I would totaly love it. And wouldn't it be just a little flattering if someone, except your family, love something about you? Not love love, but..love.

EmergencyRoom

Since forever and ever ago, ER has been my favorite show, all categories. I think I was 9 or 10 when I started watching it, and I absolutely loved it from the start. And from the start I don't mean 1994 when ER first started, because I was only 1 years old then, but the start from when I started watching it. I don't remember which season it was, all I remember from that first time is Mr. absolutely perfect awesome Dr. John Carter, Dr. Mark Greene, Dr. Elizabeth Corday and Dr. Kerry Weaver. And I remember were I watched it the first time, it was in a hotel in Sweden. Haha, love my memories.

I remember when season 10 was about to end and I was like hoping so so much that it wasn't the last season. And boy was I happy when It didn't end until season 15. I mean, I wasn't happy that it ended but I was happy that it actually continued for another 5 years. After that I was a little sad, like all the other fans I guess.

I just looked up the price for the ER DvD-boxes. I already have season 1 and 2 and my goal is to have all the 15 DvD-boxes. When I orded them the price was a little higher. Now it is 19.95 €, about 25.35 $, so it goes down little by little.
ER will always be my favorite show all categories. There's never ever gonna be another hospital show like ER and there's never ever gonna be another exiting, beautiful, dramatic, painful, sad, nerve-wrecking, lovely, happy all through show like..ER. Noah Wyle & Sherry Stringfield as Dr. John Truman Carter III and Dr. Susan Lewis in season 8. Forever.

Happy b-day!

Better late than never, happy birthday Joe Jonas! And I wish you many many more.
xoxo

Joe Jonas

Still obsessed with Joe Jonas. I just started thinking and he is, as far as I know, the most perfect man in the world. I don't know exactly how he is in person but I saw this video on youtube, two videos actually, where he took these girls up on stage(Think the girls were between 4 and 6?!? maybe) . He even had one of them in his arms but both of them sang with him. It was the cutest thing and my heart melted. And Joe himself looked sooo adorable up there, holding the girls, singing with them and laughing that cute laugh of his. And that smile..that you get to see so so much in Camp rock, ohmygosh! Cute and hot.

I think I have watched Camp rock 5 times in less than a month and I want to see Camp rock 2 the final jam! I haven't found one yet with Swesubs, even though Engsubs is enough, but since I watched Camp rock with Swesubs would like to watch Camp rock 2 the final jam with Swesubs too. Is that too much to ask? :)

pure, true and simple

You're the missing piece I need, the song inside of me...
It's a beautiful song isn't it? I have become like obsessed with Joe Jonas and Camp rock, and ofc all the songs in Camp rock! Especially I gotta find you and This is me. Everytime when I listens to music I always try to listen to the words and not the music..you know what I mean? That what makes the music I think, the words.. All the ''You're the voice I hear inside my head, the reason that I'm singing'', ''This is real, this is me, I'm exactly were I'm supposed to be now, gonna let the light, shine on me'', ''I wanted you to know, I love the way you laugh'' and ''It's too much pain to have to bear, to love a man you have to share''. All the previous are from I gotta find you(Joe Jonas), This is me(Demi Lovato), Broken(Seether ft. Amy Lee) and Stay(Sugarland. Oh, I forgot another beautiful Jonas Brothers song, when you look me in the eye, and there it is two lines that are so so beautiful, even though the whole song is beyond the line beautiful. ''Dreams can't take the place of loving you, there's gotta be a reason why it's true'' and ''I can't take a day without you here, you're the light that makes my darkness disappear''. *sigh* It's so so beautiful and Joes voice is so so so so much beyond beautiful. It speaks to you, right in to your heart and then you're stuck. Stuck on the words and his voice.

What if you could, in a dream, change places with Demi Lovato in Camp rock. I would so do it in a heartbeat

whoops

Oh-my-god..can't believe it has been 2 weeks since I wrote last. I'm so so sorry but I've been pretty busy with my other blog. I have had a huuuge writers block these past two weeks, it's horrible. Anyways.. what have I've been up too? Not much to be honest. Just family, friends, life. Much going on and no shot at love yet, no time for it it seems. Horrible huh? I think so..well well, I will update soon I promise! I don't have so much else to tell you so.. If we ever meet again.

I wanna lay you down in a bed of roses honey.

SunSunSun

I know I know don't tell me, I know I am a lousy writer but sometimes I have no clue what to write. And sometimes I'm just lazy ya know, everyone is ;)

I'm really really brown now by the way, thank you sun! I think it looks great with a tan, especially on boys. Oh-My-God! But I like boys without a tan too, it's not a big differens when I think of it. But you have to agree with me that it's hot with a tan! Like Matthew Mcconaughey, I bet that tan is sooo real since he likes the beach so much. He is such a hottie, don't you think? :)

xo

You're the only one who make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time!

*

Everytime I close my eyes, I see your name in shining lights.

xxoo

I saw him yesterday but just a quickie. I can't get the picture of his face out of my mind. It's like abstinence, love abstinence..''I'm caught in a LoveHangover'' lalalalala. I'm standing at a crossroad, and I don't know which path to choose..I still have the dilemma ''go for it'' or ''walk away''..Life is difficult, but on the other hand, no one said it would be easy.

It's like sunshine when you smile and fire on ice when you look at me baby. Like the mild summer breeze on a hot summer day. Like strawberries and whipped cream and the color red of a rose. Like your heart beating with mine, no one can reach out and destroy us, and love is all we need.

As long as I got eyes I'll have a sight for you. xxoo

I hate my life

I hate my dad. I hate my family sometimes. I hate how angry dad is all the time. I hate his voice and I hate how selfish and stupid he is all the time.

He can be all nice around people but at home he talks behind their backs, especially my brothers ex-girlfriend. He always has, even when they were together. He also complains about my brothers friends, my brother, me and my siblings. He talks about my friends and their parents like they were trash. I hate it so much! I hate how jealous he is of everybody and the complains of us not having money. I hate how he complains about my brother not taking responsibility and how disapointed he seems on me and my brother. He isn't over our my other siblings. I know my brother can be a pain in the ass sometimes but I love him.

One of my brothers are ''only'' our half brother. We ''only'' have the same mother. And even if he lived with us and not his dad, my dad don't seem to like him. And my brothers kids, he's always ''mad'' or in a bad mood when he is around them. He isn't like that with his other grandchild. I think it is because she is his ''real'' grandchild and the others aren't. It's so wrong, I hate that he does that.

I honestly take my siblings and my mothers side over my fathers. If my parents ever get a divorce, which I don't think they will, I would take my mothers side in a heartbeat, even though you shouldn't take sides. I feel like this now but I don't know how I would feel when it really happend. Since I'm 17, turning 18 in 10 months, I don't have to live with one of my parents. I hope I feel better when I move to my own place, cause God knows I'm not feeling good here. I'm not happy like I should here at all. America here I come?

Short post

And I was the one who told you to kill me if I didn't update on regular basis. I'm sorry but I've been busy, I swear it's true. So..something happend today..my brothers car broke and god it wasn't funny to be in the same room as dad.. I sat down and did what I always do when it gets hard or when I don't know how to work of the anger, sadness, and stuff like that. I sat down and started to write. I'm gonna post my text here tomorrow, right now I'm so tired so I'm gonna go to sleep. Put on my headset and some music then I'm ready to go.

why oh why

Sometimes I hate how much I love you, but everyday I love you more.
Do you ever feel that way? It's not like you hate hate, and you don't hate the person. You just hate yourself for always falling in love with that one guy you never gonna get. That always happens to me. The wrong guy, always older, way out of my league and so so ''do not enter this area with this person at the same time''. Why does that always happen? I guess I really never gonna find out so.. yeah I don't know..But, god I love you so..

I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted

I think I am in love. It's a great feeling isn't it? I love the feeling. I've been in love..5 times, 6 if you count this time, but I have never had a boyfriend. Is it weird to be 17 and never have had a boyfriend? My first real love was, well he was 14 at the time, he is now 20(I was 10 or 11 i think). Makes it feel ages ago! My next crush was 15 at the time, he is now 18(I was 13). Then I didn't have a crush for a long time. But the next crush, he was 20 at the time, still is or has he turned 21? I'm not sure now(I was 16). The next one was also 20, and now he is 21( I was 16). The fifth crush was 16 at the time, now he is 17, turned that 3 months ago(I was 16 then also). And now, oh now.. I'm really in love this time. He is 26, 27 in 5 days, and I am 17. The age doesn't matter, but the fact that he scarcely doesn't like me that way pretty much does. I don't know what to write anymore. I think about him all the time and and I always smile when I see him. My best friend asked me who I liked and I just sat there like a fool. She is my best friend, why couldn't I tell her?! I'm just afraid of what everyone would think. My best friend even talked about him like this( when she told me she thinks I need a boyfriend) ''But.. you can start to like him and maybe you will fall in love with him.'' I'm already in love with him. How do I tell him? I don't know how, and I'm scared. I don't want to make a fool out of myself. I just want someone to love and someone that loves me just as much. How do you tell the boy/man you love that you love him?

BONES

I just thought that I should share some ''personal'' stuff here, since I haven't done that so much. I love the Fox network series Bones. I really really do. I love everything about it, from the humor to the romantic developments between Bones and Booth. And all the characters AND the actors are so lovely, you are all awesome! I watch Bones bloopers on YouTube sometimes and they seem to have so much fun shooting the show. Even when I watch the show on the tv, I always think or say out loud ''That must have been hilarious to shoot! They MUST have laughed there.'' I can't imagine how wonderful it must be to be on the set and see everything live, I envy you who got the chance to do that. Even though I would be super excited to go there, I would be soooo nervous. I would probably hav this goofy smile on my face all the time. Maybe in return, I can get that yummie wonderful charm smile of David Boreanaz then, wouldn't that be lovely? It sure would. David Boreanaz charm smile and Emily Deschanels beautiful smile in return..OH..a girl can dream can't she? But the whole casts smile would be perfect for me to. Imagine the smiles of David Boreanaz, Emily Deschanel, Michaela Conlin, TJ Thyne, Tamara Taylor, Eric Millegan, John Francis Daley, Michael Grant Terry, Ryan Cartwright, Joel Moore, Eugene Byrd, Pej Vahdat and Carla Gallo. OH, imagine that huh! My smile would definitely be from ear to ear. My god, It's almost ridiculaos how much I love Bones.

''You had me from hello and you will have me long after goodbye.''

(One more thing. Here we haven't got to season 6 yet. They just took a season break when there is 3 episodes left. Grrrrr! Lucky me that I have all the season on my computer so that I can watch them over and over and over and over again. I watched them so many times that I have memorized almost all the lines. Told you I loved Bones ;D)

Oops I did it again

Sorry for the lack of updates here but..I've been busy so to say. Actually I haven't..but I just don't know what to write.. B L O G D R O U G H T!! Yeah well.. my life is just the same, it's just ''rolling on the rivee-eer'' lalalalal. Well.. OH! I watched Oprah yesterday and they talked about peoples origin and that many peoples from different cultures has the same ancestors. It was really interesting and it made me think ''What if I have ancestors that's American or even Irish or something.'' As I am myself european I guess I have ancestors from here? I know that, just because I happens to live in Europe doesn't mean that I have ancestors from here, but still, it makes you wonder. I would love to go to USA to that Harvard professor and take that DNA test just to see, were I come from. I really wants to know my origin. I think It would change my life a lot.

As I said about me maybe having ancestors from America..I know that some of my relatives went to America..ages ago and never came back here, so If I don't have ancestors there, I at least have relatives there, I hope. My mums cousin and my second cousin lives in USA so I'm gonna ask grandma for hers and his e-mail address so that I can e-mail them just for fun. I haven't met mums cousin since 2001,2002 or 2003, I'm not sure when it was but it is a long time ago. It would be fun to e-mail them and ask..all sorts of stuff. Next time I see grandma and grandpa, I'm gonna ask about the e-mail addresses. OH I can't wait!

I can see my dreams fly away into the sunset

I always get emotional in the autumn, like a lot of us do. But now it has suddenly turned and I'm so emotional now, in the spring/early summer. Litteraly, the tears are pouring down my cheeks in this very moment. Everything is going down down down down right now and I don't know how much more I can take. I barely have no friends left, they get boyfriends and then suddenly their friends do not exist, everything at home is so wrong, I long for someone that I could talk to about everything-a boyfriend in other words(which do not exist in my world) and I've known for so long that my dreams of making a life in USA never going to happen. If I could I would just take of in this very moment and don't come back for a very long time. I feel so jealous of everyone who's born in the states, I always ask myself ''Why couldn't I be born in the states? For just one time, could life go my way and not the other way around?!''..

Life will never go my way, I just know. I will never have the life I long for..my dreams will never come true and I have no one else but myself to blame..

Lalalala

I have a real passion for music. I love to sing, even though me myself don't think I have the best voice. But if I find the right songs that fits my voice perfect, I want to sing forever. Since I'm kinda shy, I don't want to sing when someone is in the house, mom is ok, but nobody else. So I hope I'm all alone tomorrow so I can sing, I really miss it. I haven't been singing for a very long time. It's like I have abstinence haha. Or I can sing tonight, I'm sure I can't sleep this night either so music sounds like a good thing to pass the time with.

The first song I'm gonna sing is Ronan Keating-Baby can I hold you tonight, I can't wait to do that! It's like forever I go that I did that. But you can say baby, baby can I hold you tonight? Maybe if I told you the right words, at the right time, you'd be mine.

What happend?

I can't stop thinking about all those things so I just have to write it down, then maybe I will be able to get it out of my system. I had this thing going on with a guy a while ago..more like 3-4 months ago. We had been talking for several years and we were like best friends. We could talk about everything and we understood each others jokes. We had a great friendship and we both new there was something more to it. I wrote him, explaining how I felt and he wrote back saying that he didn't know how he felt but that he likes me a lot. After that things was a little awkward but we still talked like normal. I had known that I was in love with him since the summer of 2oo9 and in Januray 2010 I felt my feelings started to cool of. In March i wrote to him asking what he would say if I met someone else and got together with him. He answerd that he would be happy for me and then he wrote again saying that his answer was ''confusing'' cause he was doing something else when he was texting, but he hoped that I understood him. That was when I knew I was done with him. He has done that before you know. And I know that you know that you are through with a guy when he says that he would be happy if you met someone else..

I also started to hate all his questions, like; what are you doing? what did you do yesterday? how are you today? what are your plans för this weekend, next week? Maybe it's weird but we are friends on facebook and I write there everyday and he reads my blog were I write everything, WHY does he have to ask me same questions everyday on msn when it is black on white on facebook and my blog!?

On facebook we have had like a little ''poke battle'' or what you could call it but ever since we like stoped talking non of us have poked each other. But now he has started again. He doesn't even write to me on msn anymore, why is he poking me on facebook? I don't know why I am upset over all this.. but ever since he ''broke me'' as a person I took my feelings and locked them away somewhere inside of me. Sounds weird? Yeah I know, but somehow I know that my feelings are inside there somewhere, I just don't know if I ever want them to come up to the surface again..

Would you do that?

I've been thinking a little about my post ''You'd risk it all-no matter what may come, when you love someone.'' Yes, I still think that ''Anything'' is inportant in a relationship but would you do everything and anything at home because your boyfriend/husband says so? I believe in split the responsibility in the home. If you cook, he can do the dishes. If you wash all your clothes and then iron them he can clean the house/apartment. But of course, you will also clean the house/apartment together to make it fair. You shouldn't just talk to your significant other like you are his or hers boss. Just make it fair and hopefully there will be no fights.

In the arms of an angel

What a wonderful day it have been! I actually put on my bikini and laid me down in the grass to tan. And the rest of the day I have been walking around in just a top and shorts. I love it! First it is winter from December 13t to the first week in May and then the summer comes immediatly, we don't even have the chance to feel just a little of the spring weather. But I don't mind, I have been waiting for the summer forever! Now it's here, yay!

I think I'm gonna go out again now, it's not so warm when you're not in he sun. That's when you wish for your hubby. So you can be In the arms of your angel.

You'd risk it all - no matter what may come, When you love someone

When you love someone..you'll do anything. Really, think about it, you actually will do anything. First you'll do anything to keep it a secret, then you'll do anything to catch Mr.Perfect and at last, you'll do anything and everything to make it last forever. The word 'Anything' means almost as much as the word 'Love', I said almost. Look at it this way; you can ask your boyfriend/husband ''Can you do me a favour?'' and he will answer ''Anything for you honey.'' And when you're having a fight someone will eventually say ''Come one, I would do anything for you, anytime but I will not.....whatever it may be that him or you wouldn't do for your sweetheart. Like stop hanging out with your friends so much, stop promising your annoying and messy cousin that he/she can crash at your place anytime or something else that you will not do for the man/woman you love.

And even though there is this word 'Anything' it all comes back to love. If you love someone you can go through hell together and still be as in love as you were before. Love is a wonderful feeling, one that you can't measure with any other feeling in the world. Especially when you are newly in love....

You've given me everything

Sometimes I wonder, how much do people actually give you? Isn't there this saying ''We never touch people so lightly that we don't leave a trace''? I believe that is true. For starter, my siblings have been given me everything, the world. I'm the youngest in my family so I'm everybodys little sister. My siblings helps me when I need help, they give me rides when I'm going somewhere, they call and asks if I want to hang out and they invite me to partys. I know what you think, her siblings invites her to drink?! Maybe they do, but I see it as i learn how it is. How drunk people acts and how much alcohol can harm you. I can honestly say that I have been drinking many times and I have been drunk but I believe that teenagers need to learn their lesson on their own. I don't say that you should encourage teenagers to drink but you shouldn't be angry with them if they do. Maybe they learned their lesson that one time and will never do it again. Or they will continue, we don't know.

But this wasn't what I was suppose to talk about. I talked about my siblings.. I love them even if we fight sometimes. But we are still siblings, together, connected forever. And as I said, they have been given me everything and they will continue to do that the rest of all our lives. As my parents, everyone gives me something. WE NEVER TOUCH PEOPLE SO LIGHTLY THAT WE DON'T LEAVE A TRACE.

Second hand

Do you ever buy anything second hand? I know some people think second hand clothes is disgusting or not cool at all. I like second hand a lot but I don't have the opportunity to go buy anything second hand just like that. I mean, we have a little second hand basement here but it's only clothes for older people there. I know that some of those clothes are cool sometimes but the clothes in that basement are not my style. In the beginning when they started that second hand basement thing I actually bought a pyjamas with Winnie the pooh and piglet and I still have the pyjama t-shirt. I know, but it's so cute even though it's too big.

I'm gonna go on a flea market this week, I just don't know which day yet. It's here all week so maybe I'll go thursday or friday with S. Lovely!

Gordon says, Hi!

So, this isn't completely new to me. I have another blog that is available for my family but I've always wanted a blog where I can write whatever I want without hurting anyone or get in an awkward position. A simple 'I love you' can be very weird to say here where I live. We don't say that as much(or at all) here as you do in the states for example. Maybe it's a shame, I don't know, but I would feel a little awkward saying 'I love you' to my parents. I say it to my friends all the time and to my cats but not to my parents. Is that weird? What do you think?

You have my age..and that's probably the only thing you got of me so far. But I would like to keep my real name a mystery and where I live to. All I can say is that I live in Europe, that's why my english may suck majorly sometimes. You just have to learn to live with, just kidding. Please tell me if you think my english is good or bad. I really wants to know you opinion.

This is all from me now, I promise that I will update often, kill me if I don't.